Rainey Days

crazymad3901 @ 2006-01-30T15:55:00

2006-01-30T21:56:10Z

i'm going insane. i'm too stupid for my own good. i want to go back onto my deck and play my guitar until its moring. my fingers go numb, my worries dissapear, and i've found that happy place. although i have a couple of thoes. sometimes i wish i could never come out of certian moments. i want to keep them forever, i want time to stop. my head is spinning i'm going to throw up. let me off. this life is crazy, but hey i guess its mine. so i will make the best of it. its not too bad either. haveing a good life and knowing how to handle that life are too different things. i'm just rambling now, i dont even like writting on lj, i dont even like the computer yet i'm on it all the time. i want to go live in my tree. get off your ass liz. i like someone a lot. his name starts with a J.

crazymad3901 @ 2006-01-23T20:02:00

2006-01-24T02:05:36Z

Bach is my savior. crazy times. Bach and i get through it together. along with a little help from Anthony Rapp. well a lot of help. o and brian and freddie put some in as well. what would i do without them. who knows, i would probly be......completly insane. is it too late?

crazymad3901 @ 2006-01-20T23:52:00

2006-01-21T05:57:43Z

wait idk Brian is defently on guitar, vocals and piano too. so idk its a tough call. Freddie is just on vocals and piano, soo hmmm. well Freddie is sweet cause he looks different like all the time. he works thoes awesome spandex. him and hisflamboyant self. o Freddie how you are the soul of everything good. I have a moment of silence for you. *moment of silence* aids is taking over the world. dam you aids dam you.

crazymad3901 @ 2006-01-20T23:36:00

2006-01-21T05:49:55Z

practicing some tabs and shit on the guitar. i need to practice and get better. i'm determined to be like a sweeto Brian May. who is defently the shizel next to Freddie, but Freedie is defently on vocals so thats a different story. Queen is the sweetoest.

crazymad3901 @ 2006-01-11T21:30:00

2006-01-12T03:30:31Z

o man ASFA is fucking sweeto times a million and 6. thats all i have to say.

crazymad3901 @ 2006-01-02T18:02:00

2006-01-03T00:05:05Z

Kingdom hearts 2 comes on march 7th!!!!!!!!!!!yay! well i hope it will cause they have been postponing it for like ever. well i will cross my fingers and hope. KH is sweeto times a million.

crazymad3901 @ 2006-01-01T15:39:00

2006-01-01T21:39:32Z

I'm home! finnaly. if you want to do something give me a call.

crazymad3901 @ 2005-12-24T15:58:00

2005-12-24T20:59:15Z

Angel

Which RENT Character are You?
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crazymad3901 @ 2005-12-24T10:43:00

2005-12-24T15:50:50Z

i'm in virginia now, having great fun. i went to go see Wicked(which is a musical, for all thoes fools out there) it was pretty Sweeto times a million. i hope all you guy's break are going uber wicked/sweeto. o and roy you will never catch me. your evil rock throwing is no match for my awesome force powers, and my total awsome dissapearing skills that own you time a million and 5.

crazymad3901 @ 2005-12-21T10:13:00

2005-12-21T16:15:10Z

first offical day of break. sitting around doing nothing. it feels good. very good

crazymad3901 @ 2005-12-19T18:25:00

2005-12-20T00:25:10Z

Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.

When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life.

Your flirting style: Laid back

Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking

Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm

What you bring to relationships: Balance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

crazymad3901 @ 2005-12-14T18:59:00

2005-12-15T03:10:18Z

Falling into this clever abyss
where were you....
when you felt that sweet watery kiss
it fell onto your lashes
but you didnt blink an eye
just stared in wonder at that gray colored sky
life shifted gears
nothing then or now seemed clear
where were you.....
when the rain left you forever
saying goodbye, you felt your heart severed
but somehow you know that rain isnt really gone
to the sun now you have been curiously drawn

crazymad3901 @ 2005-12-11T19:19:00

2005-12-12T01:21:38Z

trickling back to the unknown

crazymad3901 @ 2005-12-07T21:46:00

2005-12-08T03:46:53Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Elizabeth Josephine Evans
Birthday:	sept. 7th 1990
Birthplace:	norfolk VA
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Fears:	make believe things.
Your Perfect Pizza:	white pizza(has no red sause)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	make it through my first year in Al
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	idk
Thoughts First Waking Up:	10 more minutes
Your Best Physical Feature:	idk nothing stands out
Your Bedtime:	as soon as i can get to bed....sleeeep
Pepsi or Coke:	cant tell the dif
MacDonalds or Burger King:	gag me with a spoon. although they each have some things that arnt that bad
Single or Group Dates:	depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	depends on my mood
Cappuccino or Coffee:	either
Do you Smoke:	cancer! bad
Do you Swear:	Fuck No
Do you Sing:	all the time
Do you Shower Daily:	yep
Have you Been in Love:	yes idk what is love
Do you want to go to College:	yep
Do you want to get Married:	defently
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:	what is attractive these days
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	mostly i guess
Do you like Thunderstorms:	they are only like my favorte
Do you play an Instrument:	guitar....not very well
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope, i'm not a clepto like some people are
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	i have no clue, i just want to be happy
What country would you most like to Visit:	FIJI!!!! times a million
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	doesnt matter the color but ones that intriege me
Favourite Hair Color:	none
Short or Long Hair:	long mostly but shorts fine too
Height:	not way shorter than me
Weight:	doesnt matter
Number of CDs I own:	like 50 jillion
Number of Piercings:	3 now but i had 5 and i will again at christas maybe even 6
Number of Tattoos:	none
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

crazymad3901 @ 2005-12-01T21:26:00

2005-12-02T03:27:13Z

Lifes a piece of bacon scarf it....thats all i have to say

crazymad3901 @ 2005-12-01T17:01:00

2005-12-02T02:24:26Z

i havent done one of these thingys in a while so i decided to take it from alyssa.yay

10 FIRSTS:
first boyfriend/girlfriend: mitch gro....i'm not even going to try and spell his last name
first best friend: charlie in idaho (her mom died so she got a pool)
first screen name: lzrd216...i think
first kiss: mitch...stupid bet
first crush: Jake in kindergarden
first music: hmmmm i dont remeber
first car: dont have one
first stuffed animal: my dads bear named swamp-rat, pretty awesome

9 LASTS:
last cigarette: cancer! i never entend to smoke key word entend
last alchoholic beverage: not soon enough
last kiss: haha what happens in vagas stays in vagas
last movie seen: rent! awsome movie
last phone call: mitch....people need to call me more
last cd played: the darkness
last bubble bath: mmm too long ago
last time you cried: last friday. always drama in the fluff
last relationship: summer
8 HAVE YOU EVERS:
have you ever dated one of your best friends: no
have you ever skinny dipped: no
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: no
have you ever fallen in love: yes
have you ever lost someone you loved: no
have you ever been depressed: not really, i've been sad but not depressed

7 STATES YOU'VE BEEN TO:
1. New York
2. Arkansas
3. Idaho
4. new jersey
5. virginia
6. Alabama
7. California
(i wish i have been to montana)

6 THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1. watched my brother
2. made some smores in the microwave and ate them
3. gone to voice
4. studied for geo
5. ate mac and cheese
6. thought about stuff

5 FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER:
1. Friends
2. STAR WARS!!!!!!!!!
3. acting
4. music
5. Peachy-os

4 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO:
1. CHLR(cally hannah liz roy) i cheeted haha too bad
2. alyssa
3. Alex
4. Callie

3 WISHES:
1. to desifer my thoughts and to fucking understand what i'm thinking
2. that right now i was training on the degaba(spell?)system with yoda
3. for AL to turn out to be as good as the fluff... to find my place

2 THINGS TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. live a happy life(which includes a lot of stuff)
2. be on broadway (main part ????)

1 THING YOU REGRET:
1. nothing really, everything happens for a reason i think

crazymad3901 @ 2005-11-29T21:16:00

2005-11-30T03:17:09Z

sleep.......i like sleep a lot.

crazymad3901 @ 2005-11-27T21:40:00

2005-11-28T03:54:34Z

I knew it would happen i knew it would hurt, its been hurting for along time now. i just wish i had one last time, one last moment.........
i'm back in al now guys. al or ny which do i call home. i guess i can just look at myself as lucky because i have two homes.
hannah thanks for letting me burn your cds, i'm missing you already it was an awesome visit......smile everythings going to be okay.........live as Native americans we will. and to all other fluffalo peoples it was the best ever seeing all of you again.
cant wait to see all al friends tomorrow!
*hugs* to all, goodnight

crazymad3901 @ 2005-11-20T13:35:00

2005-11-20T19:51:15Z

tommorow!!!!!!!! i'm pretty exsited. but theres just one thing that kinda brings things down.....i'm trying not to worry about that, and i'm trying not to care.....sometimes there are thoes inciedents when you find who your real friends are.......but o welllll FUCK THAT! i'm going back to the fluff and nothing is going to screw that up. o and thanks to thoes people who are my friends i love you guys

crazymad3901 @ 2005-11-11T23:00:00

2005-11-12T05:07:14Z

babysitting my small child brother and his little friends wasnt so bad, playing space alien and pirates is defenlty awesome fun. except things were a little weird when one of my brothers friends asked me to marry him.
when i was walking home i noticed the sky. tis a night with many stars look at them, there are soo many. i love stars, and night. but i also like sleep so farwell intrieging dreams await me.

crazymad3901 @ 2005-11-11T00:35:00

2005-11-11T06:41:13Z

different, extravagant, confusing souls..... intrieging charcters of life, capture the most imporant moments and concepts

crazymad3901 @ 2005-11-09T20:34:00

2005-11-10T02:34:27Z

mmm i like bagels and orange juice, i want some rice

crazymad3901 @ 2005-11-09T20:29:00

2005-11-10T02:32:52Z

time goes on things and thoughts wither and die. some memories and people will never be forgotten. i dont understand why some things are so difficult. but i have some great alabamian friends so i am happy. happy....yes this is where i want to be *smiles* happy is good, and so is life. keep on the sunny side

crazymad3901 @ 2005-11-05T23:11:00

2005-11-06T05:15:34Z

what happens in Vegas stays in vegas. you guys are awesome.

crazymad3901 @ 2005-11-04T22:44:00

2005-11-05T04:56:23Z

mmm band is my favorte, most everyone i know is in band. i'm in band what are you talking about. i play the lute *strums air with fingers* the magical intrument. but today was pretty awesome. i got to play golf, eat peachy-o's, get chic fila, hang out with allyssa band and others, and now i'm sitting here eating candy and drinking a glass of fun, haha hmmmm.too many peachy o's and glasses of "fun" wink wink nudge nugde